Sirens
Sirens along coasts
issue tidal notices.
Activists enter,
holding signs, waterlogged hands.
Records adjust sea levels.
Sirens
Sirens along coasts
issue tidal notices.
Activists enter,
holding signs, waterlogged hands.
Records adjust sea levels.
Management Track
The boar snorts, says leadership is a path you scent,
not a rota you laminate.
Management counts acorns; leadership knows
which forest needs re‑growing.
I tell him I’m tired of holding clipboards.
He tells me clipboards don’t stop a charge.
“Walk first,” he says, “then others follow.”
“Root deep,” I answer, “so the ground remembers.”
A Fifa by any other name...
1. Fifa
child‑tongue stumbles, named
by a cousin testing sounds
a nickname takes root
2. Baldric
hatching cunning plans
while scrubbing vases in that
fancy flower shop
3. Troglodytes
wren‑shaped heart, hopping
small but loud as any storm,
tiny yet mighty
4. Queenie
circle gathers close;
I hold court with open hands,
straighten others’ crowns
I. Energetics
Yellow rose, sun-aligned, a rising flare,
petals like a lion’s amber gaze.
Warming the solar plexus, seat of will.
Rosa foetida, born in the Caucasus foothills,
Persian Yellow, foremother of every golden bloom.
Named foetid by European botanists
who loved her colour,
but not her sharp, wild scent.
II. Language of flowers
In Victorian parlours,
bouquets spoke in code:
yellow for jealousy, for love grown thin, for warning.
Now the meaning softens:
it speaks of friendship, of joy,
of unfettered feeling
between those who choose each other freely.
Language sheds its skin; petals remain.
III. Rose as remedy
Rosehip and yellow petals cool heat-tired skin,
a gentle astringent for summer’s excess.
Solar herbs steady the heart,
lifting the soft fog Saturn leaves behind.
In the garden’s small apothecary,
the yellow rose stands, warm-handed,
a tincture of brightness,
a quiet gold that calls the spirit home.
Glimmers Against the Ending
Uncle Danny
In the white panel van you ferried me through summers,
the back filled with tools and the scents of nature.
Head gardener at the hospital, carrying seasons in your pocket,
soil ground into your nails, flowers whispered their secrets.
You were the last to keep the family home
until it asked more than you could give.
We didn’t understand why you moved so far away.
Then you stopped answering the phone.
Police broke the silence: how your mobility had declined,
how you’d overstated the support you had.
Mum’s baby brother laid to rest without a service,
her anger circling, despite her own wish
for a simple, direct to crem goodbye.
If only you, too, had been tended like a garden.
For them, but not for me
I watched them run the length of the rec,
they streak ahead like hares in spring.
My body, slower now, keeps its own company
a gentler wind, a narrowing compass.
What is this grief?
A gate I didn’t notice until it closed,
a map redrawn without consulting me.
The ache of falling behind
a soft-spoken tutor in letting go.
I learn to walk the edges instead,
to see them off, then greet them at the end.
Legacy is a kind of quiet cartography,
tracing routes for them, but not for me.
And when they sprint beyond my sight,
I feel the tug of something tender:
they carry skills like pocket talismans,
small and steady as a stone warmed by the sun.
But I’m no conservationist.
But I’m no conservationist.
But I’m no conservationist.
But I’m no conservationist.
We are on a little planet,
cracking at the seams.
You were chasing profits,
we are chasing dreams.
Storms are getting wilder now,
rivers start to flood
how many grown‑ups will step up
before we’re done for good?
One, two, three…
The Wild Boar Who Thinks I’m Being Mugged OffI.
I’m just heading out, keys in one hand, dignity in the other,when a boar lumbers out from behind a hedge,snorting like he’s late for a family argument.“All right, sweetheart,” he says,“you look like you’ve been fightin’ a filing cabinet in your sleep.What’s the world thrown at ya now?”II.I tell him about the databases,the unholy trinity of data collection,enthusiastic smiles and nods, hopes pinnedon this ouroboric tool not eating its own tail.The boar snorts so hard a leaf does a backflip.“If you had tusks like mine,” he says,“you could skewer the whole circus.”He coughs and gives a slight attitude adjustment -“but gentle-like."III.We wander on,me and this tusky patron saint of the overwhelmed,in a taxied chariot zooming from home,down the motorway,past Samphire Hoe;soon the White Cliffs and castle come into view.“Reasonable adjustments, my hoof,” he mutters.“They tell ya they’ll sort things,but it’s always you doing the heavy lifting.No wonder you’re buyin’ your own safety devices -stop goin’ cap in hand,to people who measure your worth against a budget sheet.”IV.As I exit, he stamps a hoof,tusks gleaming like two very sharp opinions.“Listen, darlin’,” he says,“you deserve better than endless loopsand instructions written by desk goblins.You’re allowed to protect yourself.You’re allowed to rest.You’re allowed to fantasise about gently, metaphoricallyhoisting the whole stack of nonsense onto my tusksand launchin’ it into the nearest passing cloud.”V.He tells me to give his respects to the chough.He gives me a look that’s half feral, half fond.“Go on then,” he says. “Be brave.And if life throws more nonsense at ya today,just imagine me behind you,snortin’ like a steam train,toofy tusks polished, ready to defend youin the most dream-only, paperwork-free way possible.”I thank him and, under my breath, acknowledgehe really is worth the hassle.
Most mornings start with Baris at my door, we talk about the weather, then talk some more. A community organiser and a Turkish cab driver - we’re birds of a feather, both natural strivers.
The sun on the journey feels hopeful and bright, but sleet at the barn sends tots inside. March comes in like a lion, goes out like a lamb - the barn in between is a cheerful Bedlam.
By pickup, the sunshine has settled again; Baris just smiles, says it’s much better than rain. Strange how the weather can stitch us together - two different lives, held lightly by weather.