Sirens
Sirens along coasts
issue tidal notices.
Activists enter,
holding signs, waterlogged hands.
Records adjust sea levels.
Sirens
Sirens along coasts
issue tidal notices.
Activists enter,
holding signs, waterlogged hands.
Records adjust sea levels.
No slouching
She bumps along the edge of the bed
as if the mattress were a familiar shoreline.
What name fits this fierce contest?
She’s inching toward recovery,
gym-bunny rehearsal
for the transfers her body is relearning.
Care is a chord
First, take a breath as you enter,survey the scene, scan for signs of progress.Speak slowly; let her smile make you beam.
When she tells you she is a Christmas Carol,
nod, though she’s not quite sure of the year.
Raise an eyebrow as she tells the speech therapist she’s 20.
Reassure her it’s okay she removes her earsto rest from the world; recovery is tiring work.Stay until Dad arrives - care is a chord not a single note
Pond's Twelve: A Melodrama
The stroke team promised me a plan today,
after Mum’s MRI, and I braced for something clinical,
instead, a slick and cinematic diamond heist surfaced,
but the universe, trickster that she is,
sent ducks instead.
Twelve of them.
Masked.
Organised.
Unionised.
Pond level professionals with a taste for chaos
and a getaway route through the reeds.
Meanwhile, the witches were stirring the cauldron,
the druids were faffing in stone circles,
and a gladiatrix, soft-spoken museum educator by day,
wielder of the gladius Fulminata by night,
leaned on her sword like a woman waiting
for the plot to catch up.
My house, as ever, anchors as the gathering place.
Not for mermaid balls (though there is a tail in my drawer
when I take off my koala skin),
but for brunches on good china,
where check-ins are a sacrament
and someone always brings potato salad
as an offering to the household gods.
There is a love story:
my parents, modelling devotion like it is a craft
you can apprentice in.
Lu and I, no longer star-crossed,
just mildly sleep-deprived,
telling our origin myths over espresso martinis
that taste like truth serum.
As for the twins
not evil, just damp,
I refuse to elaborate.
Every melodrama needs a shameful subplot
and that one is mine.
And listen,
I swear on every feather in Pond Twelve
that no tigers were harmed
in the making of this pantomime.
They simply wandered through the scene,
confused but majestic,
as tigers do.
Besides,
plot twist:
I am doing Day 18 on Day 26,
and time, like the ducks,
refuses to behave.
Chestnut in bloom, hope blossoms
at Kent and Canterbury
Chestnut in bloom,
a lantern for the goldfinch,
a quiet roof for its small bright body,
a place where late spring gathers itself.
Visitors from the hospital rest
in its shade, and
oh, the relief of that pause,
shade meaning more than darkness,
a sheltered space where shoulders release.
Then the toddler,
legs full of certainty,
running toward the road,
until I caught her, and her wave rose
like the first word for stay.
Chestnut in bloom, hope blossoms.
Management Track
The boar snorts, says leadership is a path you scent,
not a rota you laminate.
Management counts acorns; leadership knows
which forest needs re‑growing.
I tell him I’m tired of holding clipboards.
He tells me clipboards don’t stop a charge.
“Walk first,” he says, “then others follow.”
“Root deep,” I answer, “so the ground remembers.”
A Fifa by any other name...
1. Fifa
child‑tongue stumbles, named
by a cousin testing sounds
a nickname takes root
2. Baldric
hatching cunning plans
while scrubbing vases in that
fancy flower shop
3. Troglodytes
wren‑shaped heart, hopping
small but loud as any storm,
tiny yet mighty
4. Queenie
circle gathers close;
I hold court with open hands,
straighten others’ crowns
I. Energetics
Yellow rose, sun-aligned, a rising flare,
petals like a lion’s amber gaze.
Warming the solar plexus, seat of will.
Rosa foetida, born in the Caucasus foothills,
Persian Yellow, foremother of every golden bloom.
Named foetid by European botanists
who loved her colour,
but not her sharp, wild scent.
II. Language of flowers
In Victorian parlours,
bouquets spoke in code:
yellow for jealousy, for love grown thin, for warning.
Now the meaning softens:
it speaks of friendship, of joy,
of unfettered feeling
between those who choose each other freely.
Language sheds its skin; petals remain.
III. Rose as remedy
Rosehip and yellow petals cool heat-tired skin,
a gentle astringent for summer’s excess.
Solar herbs steady the heart,
lifting the soft fog Saturn leaves behind.
In the garden’s small apothecary,
the yellow rose stands, warm-handed,
a tincture of brightness,
a quiet gold that calls the spirit home.
Glimmers Against the Ending
Heart blooms in the dark,
black water cannot keep you -
Rise, fire-feathers.
*Haiku based on Sylvia Plath
Crossing The Water - Sylvia Plath
Love That Keeps Adapting
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which is all about my scribb|lings
scrbblngs
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composition.books
kittens_on_covers/corrupt fileRhyming couplets →
composed to Tess—Te$$a—T3ssa
a pudgy Dalmatian cross
pudgy → pudg→ p_dgy →
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rotund.tubby.tubby.tub—
[loop detected]Pencil‑mark smudges
trying to draw round my own thumb
→ annotate() failed
→ handwriting driver obsoleteWriting: beguiling innocent past_time
past.time
past—
because I didn’t yet have the language
to depict horrors
only puppies & ponies & soft‑focus childhood.exeChristmas 1984
my stocking held THE COLLINS
paperback thesaurus
A‑to‑Z index: fragmented
synonym_universe: expanding…expanding…I realised pudgy could be:
chubby chunky dumpy fat fleshy plump rolypoly rotund tubby
vocabulary expansion pack installed
permissions: unrestrictedA gift of words
like a gun & ammunition
(ammunition flagged: unsafe metaphor)My teens: darker verses surfaced
canonical / cannonical / can(n)on‑ical
Songs of Innocence
Songs of Experi—Exper—
[application crashed]Thank you Blake
for the split‑screen worldview
that dogs my heels
divides my universe
teaches me to nod
“…that’s Experience speaking”
[voiceprint mismatch]Lady Lazarus enters
creativity + madness =
frequent bedfellows
(bedfellows.dll unstable)The trick: reign in the mania
keep the cauldron bubbling
but not overflowing
not drowning significant others
in sticky cerebral porridge
[warning: metaphor viscosity high]Ted Hughes somewhere saying
she “relied on Thesaurus
to push her through poem after poem”
Oh Sylvia—
better faith in a book of words
than in a man
relationship_module: corrupted“One day I’ll have my death of him”
prophecy.log archived
checksum: intactSo 6 years, 16 years, where am I now
my verse, my art
21st‑century gal
still with my Collins
spine broken / user broken / both operationalPencil + fountain pen packed away
verse no longer scribbled
I text on an iPhone
in stolen downtime
modern_technology.wonders
no one guessing
I’m pouring out my soul
in free verse over latteThesaurus now online
infinite scroll
invisible index
to the untrained eye
I’m merely sending a text
not pushing poem after poem
and Hughes can’t point and say
“Dude, where’s her Thesaurus”
→ because it’s everywhere
→ because it’s nowhere
→ because it’s inside the glitch now
Uncle Danny
In the white panel van you ferried me through summers,
the back filled with tools and the scents of nature.
Head gardener at the hospital, carrying seasons in your pocket,
soil ground into your nails, flowers whispered their secrets.
You were the last to keep the family home
until it asked more than you could give.
We didn’t understand why you moved so far away.
Then you stopped answering the phone.
Police broke the silence: how your mobility had declined,
how you’d overstated the support you had.
Mum’s baby brother laid to rest without a service,
her anger circling, despite her own wish
for a simple, direct to crem goodbye.
If only you, too, had been tended like a garden.
For them, but not for me
I watched them run the length of the rec,
they streak ahead like hares in spring.
My body, slower now, keeps its own company
a gentler wind, a narrowing compass.
What is this grief?
A gate I didn’t notice until it closed,
a map redrawn without consulting me.
The ache of falling behind
a soft-spoken tutor in letting go.
I learn to walk the edges instead,
to see them off, then greet them at the end.
Legacy is a kind of quiet cartography,
tracing routes for them, but not for me.
And when they sprint beyond my sight,
I feel the tug of something tender:
they carry skills like pocket talismans,
small and steady as a stone warmed by the sun.
Fish Out of Water
I.
Cut from chalka hollow made by men whose nameswere entered twice:first as workers,then as losses. The pond holdstheir subtractionledger-water,its surface calm as if calmwere ever earned.
II.
Into this receptaclethis accidental reliquary dropsa goldfish: brightdetritus,a domestic ember misplaced bya reckless hand.Its restless mouthunthreads the silt, undoing nestswith innocent force.
III.
The reeds lean backstartled by the orange insistenceof this uninvited guest,this glimmerthat does not know it wreaks havocby simply being.Beauty, here,is a kind of vandalism:a flare in the wrong dark.
But I’m no conservationist.
But I’m no conservationist.
But I’m no conservationist.
But I’m no conservationist.
We are on a little planet,
cracking at the seams.
You were chasing profits,
we are chasing dreams.
Storms are getting wilder now,
rivers start to flood
how many grown‑ups will step up
before we’re done for good?
One, two, three…